Special For You. Not Him.

**This is a surprise for you^ ^ Hope you like this XD Shh..This is a secret.
Purposely make this in english so you can understand :D




28.12 is a special day. To you and also to me. But we have different reason :P
Yes, it is your birthday. I said this is special for you. Not him :D
Firstly, of course I will wish you.
Hmm..Happy Birthday. Get handsome as well as I get prettier :P
Then, have a really really nice day with your love one ( I mean family :P)


So touching to hear you say '由小玩到大' . Haha~Go translate it :D
I know you will translate. If not you might not understand that. :P
Erm...Im quite happy larh^ ^ Someone checks my blog. ^ ^

Macaron looks like tiny burger. Looks nice and delicious. But...
Macarons are sweet. Really sweet. But still...
Hope you have a sweet sweet life. As sweet as macarons. ^ ^ Wahaha~
Purposely edited this photo to wish you happy birthday. 

Must like this and keep happy. :)












My Note(28/12/11) : 
I will sit for my undang exam. Hope will pass. No more RETAKE!! God bless me^ ^ 


For my dear, KaoFu(Cantonese)
Take Care ♥

How Am I?

Pretty Please With Sugar On Top.

Chasing Rainbow.
It's not a breeze.

Can we take a rain check?
I know it's not a right time now.

期待着没有未来的未来。

又多手。
翻着回忆录。
又是那些影响情绪的东西。
心里想说的话。
对他，说不出口。
但是说了，也知道是什么反应。
就是没有反应。
电话响了，
永远不会是他。
对天空许的愿都是骗人的。
一个也没有实现。
没有永远。没有未来。
不说也不听着。
还要到什么时候才会结束。

对他说的话，
像寄去某地没有回复的包裹。
石沉大海。
无影无踪。
但还抱一线希望。不放弃。

懊恼啊~

又要考试咯。
什么都好像还不会的我
开始担心了。
努力追上，
但时间好像不够用。
忙这，忙那。
但愿所有都还来得及。=)

面临的‘危机’什么时候才能解决?
懊恼啊~>.<
要怎么了断?
保持距离。到什么时候呢?

明天要去卖义卖会的票。

好兴奋哦~

EngAnn* 我们来咯~ =P

希望能卖到多多票=)

大家要支持独中！！=P

                     纸鹤。把愿望带到愿望实现的地方。♥♥♥

过客

偶尔出现一下，
或许是美好的。

我是巴士站的稀客。
一向放学出来就上车的自己，
今天等了接近一个小时。

下了好一阵雨。
就和那天一样。
又淋雨了。
希望自己能病倒。
逃避现实。
逃避自己只不过是过客。

听到了。
真的有些不开心。
为什么？
有些东西总是要分享吗？
酸溜溜的~

雨后的彩虹什么时候会出现呢？
还要等到什么时候？

Still Unhappy. Living there. Alone. Lack of True Happiness.

重新的旅程~

现在过着简单快乐的生活。
也未必不是一件好事。
只是偶尔还是有 异样的眼光。
但是，像你说的。
对他们笑一笑，就没事了。:)

要努力！！
<3

踏出的另一步

我不知道這對不對。
但我決定了。
我不知道我能不能適應沒有領帶的日子。
抱怨和壓力的卻會減少。
但是那份感情，仍在。
我不捨得。怎麽辦？
我從來都不知道，
原來我也很以來它。
讓我國的很充實，或者說‘忙’。
從沒想過，會流淚。
原來真捨不得。
但卻還向放下休息。
明天是第一天。
我能嗎？
但先答應自己，
我要比以前更努力。
更快樂。

不要讓自己後悔痛苦地過。

递信了。

终于，我递上了‘辞职信’。打算退掉这个团体。
这个团体很棒，我无法否认。
但我认真地想过了，我不适合。
又何必勉强自己，或者每天让自己那么辛苦？

我不能敷衍地留下。那又有什么意思？
我过不了自己心里那关。
大家的挽留似乎有点让我动心。
但我知道，我真的就不适合。

那种不安的痛苦，我不能面对了。
我承认，这或许是逃避。
但，也是一种调整。不是吗？

老师的话，我明白。
我知道老师希望我能考虑清楚。
不要后悔。
老师的话，深深地刻在脑海中。
我记住了。我会好好过。

不知道这次的信会不会真的有用呢。
希望老师真的能明白。
我不能接受。那股压力。
我累了。

挽留我的你们，谢谢了。
我知道那是友情。
Friendship Never Ends.

谢谢你，夤、馨。
在你们的怀里，我可以不顾一切。
你们有家的感觉。:)
不能忘掉的每一刻。♥

断线风筝会直飞天国.

我的一切一切，像断了弦的琴。

成了走调的旋律。

我把那些记忆都载上了风筝。

风筝断了线  会一直飞到天国去。

无影无踪。

发现这一切像泡沫，

一刺就破，不堪一击。

像流星。一逝而过。

没有留下什么。剩我。

# 拖着躯壳 发现沿途寻找的快乐 #

Baba n Nyonya Day Trip :3

I went Melaka yesterday. It was just a quickly-made-decision~ I was following my mum and her friend, Aunt MeiLing. They started to talk when we just start our journey, and talked all along the journey..:P but nice topics~ All about their business. -- I ♥ handicraft..:P They are going to have a new shop there :D That was actually a business survey trip :)


We ate nice foods, nice ice kacang/ABC...recommended by aunt ^^ We just walk along and we had looks at the guest house :P if we could stay there would be nice :P All in Baba and Nyonya style.. I just dunno why. I just love their culture :P I wish I was them.(I mean in the past, not NOW :D)


What I can say is it is really a nice easy trip :P


Today popo is going to fly to New Zealand..Wish she could enjoy there and take a rest. :)
愿 平安 快乐. ♥

Another Piece. Poem.

The melody of love had stopped.
Searching for the rays in my life.
I can't find it.
Missing him.The days had gone.
It ended up with a barren land.
I've got nothing. Empty. Blank.

By kor. <3

是时候了。

是真的好累了。
什么都不想，想要抛开一切一切。
包括他。他们。还有她们。
好累好累。
我只想 静静的 。却有很爱我的她来关心我。
感受一下一颗真心的温度。
回忆一下我们初一的时光。
莉谕。


真希望自己变回小孩。
因为，摔破的膝盖
总比破碎的心要容易修补。 <3

fish-fish =3

kor's fishy :)

Happy Birthday to U =3

It will be your birthday very soon.
A few days to go..=)
I am still preparing your birthday present..
It will just be a secret before that day^^

I know I can give you nothing.
But I hope you will know I will just try it for you. <3
Wish you will like it very much. =3

If I can, I will take a lot of photograph for us.
Just as you said..=)

           Earlier birthday wishes to you:
         Still the same. Happy Always... :)

我也想当个路人甲。

我也想当个路人甲。
很大方地  走进你的生活。
再很潇洒地  离开你

你知道  我的心 吗?
 ♥♥♥

爱情的胶布?

受伤了  可以黏胶布
黏胶布  是为了不要再受伤害

那么 爱情呢?
爱情的胶布呢?
没有。
受伤了  却没有胶布
爱情  无法避免伤害。

A Quote Farwarded. =)

Sometimes you have to hurt someones feelings just to let them understand how it felt when they hurt yours.

昨天和今天，两天的故事。=)

昨天，又是SPM课=)
昨天下课才叫夤收留我~本来她好像不肯的，但是看我可怜嘛。就收留我咯^^
去到放下书包，她就知道我饿了。我们一起走到大炒XP
一把黄色的雨伞、一把蓝色的雨伞 =) 好兴奋 好开心哦~ =)
我们是他们的第一个顾客。order 滑蛋河^^ 加了 豆酱~几好吃一下的^^ YUMMY~<3
吃了几久过后，就去杂货店买糖果。RM4.20 for 100粒糖果。我们互换50粒^^
过后我们就goyang-goyang 回家^^
冲了凉就坐下来讲话讲到差不多时间到才去学校^^
简单，但是开心的一天。
而且是情人节。^^ 就让我们这些没有情人的人和朋友好好的度过情人节。
多么的幸福啊~XD

今天，放假咯~^^ 早上帮忙家里在忙的大家~
帮忙准备捞生的柚子和萝卜丝=) 结果削萝卜丝时还削到手>.<
流血>.<才刚脱了一天的胶布。今天又贴上了。>.<
还很痛一下的。
Then~就出发去渊翔家=) 有赌博到~还赢钱呢^^不过基本上不是我在玩的。只是坐着。
不过真的很开心啦=)
过后有点闷>.<全部人来了就赌博~我就游手好闲咯~~
帮忙洗杯洗罐子~>.<不过有感觉到host的照顾啦=)
就在大家还在赌时，我们就回咯~国丰和惠婷。
夤说她累了，所以不得不食言。好好休息~
夤，你不要有事=)我会一直为你而在那里=)爱你啊~
*p/s: 那些没有请到来我家的，很抱歉>.<我不是故意的。妈妈讲不要请多多人来哦>.<四月会有BBQ~应该可以请你们来了啦>.<
我们坐下来就玩啦~^^过后就到重点！！
吃火锅啦=P很好吃吧~ YUM YUM^^
吃了整一个小时多~
结果最后三个人加姨婆一起洗碗>.<是坐在LONGKANG旁边洗碗那种>.<
毕生难得经验啊~不过我们还洗得很开心~^^
乐在其中~^^
最遗憾的。他们好早回哦>.<
我们下次一定要好好玩~
I swear^^

Love you all^^

Valentines for 2011.

It's Valentines!!=)
My mood is just neutral. Nothing is in my mind.
But, i hope i will be happy always.
And you all too. =)
Wish you all Happy Valentines. =)
No matter you are single or not..
We are still together..We'll be with you^^
Love smiles =)
<3<3<3

TheSingleCoupleSeats.

This is what i did last night.
I went to MBO for two movies at night. For midnight shows. With my family.
Know a Woman's Heart and also New Shaolin.

Everyone was playing fireworks. I was in the cinema. Sitting alone at the couple seats.
I can still remember. It was just a year ago.
It really will pass very quickly. It had become our past.
You don't know. You would never know. How am i going to be lived.

I don't know. I was still here. But you don't.
I was left here again.
You are happy enough with your new life. Happy with what you have now.
I am just speechless. And be here.
Am i stupid? An idiot?
To be just here.

Sorry that I Loved You . By Anthony Neely =)

For all of the time that i tried for your smile
For making you think that i was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind
And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And I’m So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when i fled the scene
sorry love,for wasting your time
And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
I’m so sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And apology now after all of this time
Won’t make my difference tonight
But I’m hoping I’m Sorry will open your mind
To love love love love in your life
Sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry do can’t turn back time
I’m sorry that i loved you
I’m sorry that i hurt you
I’m so sorry that i loved you
I’m sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i loved you

提早的團圓飯。爸爸的一句話，我的迴響。等待飛翔。=)

今天提早吃了團圓飯=) 不是跟家人。卻是每一年都會做的=)
跟遠方、Uncle Tan、Aunty Shirley 一起吃團圓飯=)
很喜歡大家一起吃飯+閒聊的感覺^^ 還有遠方的笑話和魔術表演～
大人講大人的，小孩講小孩的=)約定好明年年尾等SPM考完+他從澳洲回來一起考。
 McDonald 的笑話、湯匙的魔術、化妝的笑話、老公的幽默感的笑話……
好多好多 XD 有好笑到噢～=)
×p/s: 我們只是純粹朋友～好到爛掉的朋友^^ 從小時候到現在=)

回家的路程中。說起 商美。
我真的很愛很愛 《藝術》！！純粹的《藝術》！！
並沒有要解釋掩飾什麼。爸爸太過分了！！
我已經跟他什麼關係都沒有了。況且他也有新任女朋友了。不要懷疑我。
對你的女兒這樣，代表信不過自己的女兒嗎？我很疑惑。
我沒有要用什麼來掩護解釋掩飾什麼。因為根本不需要！
相信我的人，很多。卻沒有你。我很失望。
我有自己的目標。我知道。我相信我會達到。不要小看我！！

明天八點的飛機。我四點就得起床了。現在兩點了，行李剛收好=)
雖然只是去泰國，但是心裡有默默的喜悅感=)
我知道新年的旅行會很好。
我要拍多多照片。多多作品。我要拋下所有。到那裡去=)

My Poem, Gone.

<Gone>

At the window, windy.
Looking at the sky.
It is the Orion again.
The three little stars.
I only know.
From you...

That night we sat and waited.
No meteors..
But happy was with us..
I was there.
I know.
I feel.

Days gone. Changes made in everything.
And you...
I'm running out of time.
See..Me..and the memories are competing.
Day by day it goes.
But i can't let you out of my mind.

You shared my air.
I can't breath..
Without you.
I have my tears and time.
Waiting for you...
Please be back on time...

在 ‘夤’ 的家

好开心的回忆哪～=）

是我在夤的家留下的回忆^^

今天放学我就跟她回家啦～我们打算了好久好久，终于落实了^^

一到那里，冲了个凉。就开始煮‘晚餐’啦～是快熟面=）她展现她的厨艺，果然是‘厨师级’的～我拿着铲都不会用啦～她真的很厉害^^

又是她展现出‘母爱’的时候。她总是能在最适合的时候给予我最适当的关怀。这就是她<3经过了很多事，虽然她没有开口说什么，但是总是让我感受到她对我的的关心=）偶尔捎来的一封信或者是一堆话，都让我有不同的感受或让我反省反省=）有她，就好像什么都不用怕^^有你，我就能很好了=P

谢谢你今天为我煮的第一碗面^^很好吃^^留给我很多很多的料><你自己却只有少少的><要好好疼自己=)不要只顾别人。

后来我们一边说话一边做功课～你还开歌，大概是怕我闷噢～爱死你了<3 讲起你，你要加油啦～=）不管你是什么，做好自己就很好了=）加油^^

<3<3<3

跟她的道别。

昨晚，我们为将要离开的她做个道别。那是一个温馨的夜晚。大家真情流露的样子。=)
她很坚强。她没哭。=)我和她真的不能比，所以她要我坚强～<3在离别前，抱了她一下，她留给我的最后一句话：‘坚强一点。’那一刻，眼泪真的不知道从天南地北哪里挤出来。泪水马上用上来了。


我们虽然不是很好很好，但是我们都有一个共同点。我们有个不需再掀开的过去。她太了解我了。她那短短的一句话，说出了她心里那千千万万个要对我说的话。谢谢你，禧悦。<3


你现在带去的东西很多，带回来的要更多哦！=)去那里好好读书。依你的能力和幽默感加低笑点，一定能有很多很多新的朋友。但是别忘了我们这班朋友哦～^.^


记得要好好的（这是你说的^.^~），我在这里也会好好的。很多伤口会慢慢愈合=)我答应你的，我一定会做到。记得要想念我们，想念我们就要回来哦～=)


Smile Always and Best Wishes to YOU<3